over the last few weeks i have realized something about myself. many of my posts i have mentioned busyness. i have realized busyness is part of who i am. i love the busyness.
i get overwhelmed. and challenged. and busy. and i love it.
i don't like having nothing to do. i don't like relaxing to much. i don't like not learning new things. i love the adventure. i love the thrill. i love being successful and pushing myself to succeed.
it's fun learning things about yourself.
what you like.
what you don't.
what you want.
what your dreams are.
where you want to go.
what you want to be.
what you love.
there is such beauty in finding yourself.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
such is life.
honestly, i am surprised i didn't blog before this. although the summer time festivities and the beginning of school can catch anyone off guard.
so summer was quick. filled with wonderful weather. music. friendships. and the majority of time at work, but that's no fun to talk about...
starting school started new adventures. i started working as a barista the week before school. i adore it. absolutely and utterly adore it. although i am still learning.
school is school. business classes can be interesting, although i would much prefer them if they were in a less heated environment considering the air conditioning is not working. feeling sweat run down your face is not pleasant while trying to pay attention to the professor.
church has been growing. we started a service on saturdays, which will hopefully attract many of my peers. in time we shall see.
amidst all this. my mind just wanders. i just want to know what i am going to be doing in a year from now. however do people survive this unknowingness of being an adult? it drives me mad. it was easy growing up. school seemed like it would never end. and here is my end. plus a year. almost two. sometimes i wish God would just give me a preview of what i will be doing. just so i can know.
such is life. the unknowingness. so i guess i will just continue to live. live the way i know how. school. work. church. crocheting. reading. listening to dean martin. journaling. studying. blogging. coffee. tea. playing music. friends.
and generally trying to get to the years where i know i am supposed to be.
so summer was quick. filled with wonderful weather. music. friendships. and the majority of time at work, but that's no fun to talk about...
starting school started new adventures. i started working as a barista the week before school. i adore it. absolutely and utterly adore it. although i am still learning.
school is school. business classes can be interesting, although i would much prefer them if they were in a less heated environment considering the air conditioning is not working. feeling sweat run down your face is not pleasant while trying to pay attention to the professor.
church has been growing. we started a service on saturdays, which will hopefully attract many of my peers. in time we shall see.
amidst all this. my mind just wanders. i just want to know what i am going to be doing in a year from now. however do people survive this unknowingness of being an adult? it drives me mad. it was easy growing up. school seemed like it would never end. and here is my end. plus a year. almost two. sometimes i wish God would just give me a preview of what i will be doing. just so i can know.
such is life. the unknowingness. so i guess i will just continue to live. live the way i know how. school. work. church. crocheting. reading. listening to dean martin. journaling. studying. blogging. coffee. tea. playing music. friends.
and generally trying to get to the years where i know i am supposed to be.
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