So Long 2013.

Goodbye 2013. 

We had some good times...a lot of rough patches. 

Hard choices.

New Friends.

New Adventures.

and finding out who I truly am...although that will continue for a long time.

Every year is something new to learn about yourself, something else to be inspired by.

So Here's to 2014.

May it be all you (and I) ever wanted, dreamed, and more.

XO

"Resolution One: I will live for God. Resolution Two: If no one else does, I still will."

Jonathan Edwards

"All of us every single year, we're a different person. I don't think we're the same person all our lives." 

Steven Spielberg

"Write it on your hear that every day is the best day in the year." 

Ralph Waldo Emerson

Reflections.

As is obvious today is the last Sunday of 2013. And in 2 days is the last day of 2013. Over the past week I have done a lot reflecting over the year. Honestly there isn't a whole lot I did different. School. Work. Summer camp. Nothing "oh so exciting." But soon I got to the nitty-gritty stuff. My time. How I spent it. My actions. How I used/misused them. My money. How I spent/didn't spend it wisely. But most importantly, how I followed Christ in the last year.

THAT. that was the kicker, I began to realize all these things that had become distractions. and only those. Biggest example: Facebook. Don't get me wrong, I really like Facebook, and as someone who has many friends/ family living far away I love keeping up with people. But it is a BIG waste of my time. 90% of the time instead of doing something when I am bored, and finding something to do, such as read, or watch a good old movie, I get on Facebook, why? it's accessible. This has not only played a part in how much time I have spent with the Lord, but also school. What if instead of getting on Facebook, I studied ahead? That's a splendid idea. What about exercising? Also a splendid idea. How about blogging more often? 

All these things I have taken into major consideration in part of my "new years resolutions list." Now I am not going to be a drill sergeant and "make myself exercise 10x weekly" or anything so exhausting as that, but I have decided I will be deleting my Facebook, as a favor to myself. And I am so looking forward to what the new year brings. I believe I may find myself even more this year than ever before.


P.S.
Other items on my New Years Resolutions list:
eat healthier
be more active

because who can doubt being more healthy is on everyone's list! ;)  

Christmas Day.

I love this time of year. Getting to be with family, etc. But every year, I have to remind myself how blessed I am. In my "world", there isn't a lot of poverty, there aren't a lot of people I know that go hungry. Everyone celebrates Christmas and gets gifts. It's a good smack in the face sometimes to realize not everyone lives the life I live. 

Now I don't come from a super well off family, and I'm fine with that. I enjoy them and enjoy working hard for what I have. Yes, sometimes it's tough to try and balance work and school and church, and all other activities, but such is life for me. I wouldn't change it for anything. The Lord has blessed me, and what a better time to declare thankfulness than now in this time of year. 

Winter Months.

There is a certain curse that the winter months hold. Something that makes your heart ache for warmth. Something that makes you never want to leave the place you all home. The worst though, is that feeling of being alone. Sometimes you just want to drink a cup of coffee with someone. Sometimes you want to snuggle up under a blanket in front of a fire, with someone else there to hold you.

There most definitely is a curse that winter seems to bring. Being alone does not seem so bitter in the summer time, when you can adventure, and spend time out doors. But the walls that keeps us out of the cold seem to hold us hostage in a sense, and everything seems more grey.

However. There is beauty in this too. What a blissful time to be alone. To drink that coffee alone, and just think. To read a book, or watch a movie, or for once just enjoy the silence.

Yes, even in bitterness there can be bliss.

College.

oh my goodness, in hopes of making this post short i will jump right in....

this weekend i was blessed with the privilege of visiting Kansas State University. with a full tank of gas and an excited heart i set out with a friend to visit the biggest college i have visited to date.


HOLE. E. COW! what a beautiful campus! if you haven't seen it, look up pictures! it's beautiful. and although the school is home to 25,000 students it does not feel that large at all. (although my jaw did drop when i saw Hale Library, which is every definition of the word massive. it has five floors! i was pretty much in awe)

while visiting my friend and i got to be part of "campus life" by going to a musical (which my friend got the lead role in and i couldn't be more proud! he was phenomenal) and then we also got to go to a men's basketball game....although KSU lost by 2 to UNC, it was still a good experience.

from the bookstore and donut shop, to the deli and coffee shop, it's easy to understand why Aggeville is such a great location in Manhattan. it was lovely.

after visiting, we saw my grandparents and then traveled to sterling kansas and got a cup of coffee from  the Broadway Market...it was bliss. simply put.

after this weekend of adventures i enjoyed the presence of some of my dearest friends and then proceeded to drive home...once i got home at 12.30am the reality of my weekend extravaganza hit me hard....now all i want to do is sleep...but homework calls me....as usual...so away i go.

my dear.

i am absolutely in love with this day! after having my wisdom teeth out this weekend, i have been "taking it easy." which for me just means i haven't been working. today i had school and then went about the town. i went to starbucks, and went to a local clothing store. as well as the much-have-trip to walmart. i then went around the town snapping photos for a video i have to put together.

i discovered a song that my ears cannot stop listening to! it's a worship song with kind of a folksy tune to it. banjo. accordion. the whole bit. i love it!

so here i am listening to it, while drinking a cup of coffee. {decaf of course, i don't need to stay up all night}

my dear.<< This is the song

beauty.

being generally lazy for more than 2 days can wear on a girl. i had my wisdom teeth taken out, and although i am happy i have been able to "catch up" on some sleep, it gets old really quickly. through all this though, i have thoroughly enjoyed watching Andy Griffith, and doing some school work, and applying for different school etc. i have also crocheted. a lot. and i have loved every moment the Lord has blessed me with.